EROTIC CITIES THE FLIP-SIDE THE DIRTY DIRTY SOUTH EPISODE 11

In the last episode (ten) I left off speaking of Will, a man of oddity to most as well as myself. However you must understand this. I drew people to me like moths to flames and bees to honey and my persona is still of such that I draw people to me. And Will felt that it was safe and also felt very comfortable with telling me his inner secrets and about the demons that tortured him on a daily basis. For most people even those who stepped out of the box sexually thought that Will was a “freak” I had my own ideas of him, but I tried not to judge Will.

When Will Grabbed his Janis backpack he had placed inside it condoms, and a contraption to make ones penis big and hard. I had seen these penis pumps before but I had never ever met anyone who had actually used them. I thought this was for the men who really had a small penis and for men who were in the porn industry. When they had to prepare themselves for a scene and couldn’t get it up. I don’t know, cock ring yes, penis pump no!

I asked Will why did he feel the need to use it. His response was that he had used it before he had performed his male exotic shows. And that to me set off an alarm! He was not “performing” these shows as he use to. And so now this device had become addictive to him and was the only way that he could achieve an erection. Shaking my head at this, our union was not a successful one at all! And for me was not worth my time or his! Though I cannot say that he was nervous or intimidated I would say that Will was a man that I knew in my heart of hearts was majorly dysfunctional in many ways, and I will tell you why.

Will and I did not continue our “friendship” because of his sexual dysfunction or some of his sick fantasies but because of his attitude negative attitude. But I am moving too fast in the story.

Will had began to tell me some of his deep seeded issues as time went along. One was that he loved his music and he made a very nice living off of it, producing music for commercials, movies and websites. I was astonished at some of the music he made and quite impressed. From world music, classical, jazz he produced it all.

Will was heavy into church and played drums he spoke of how important it was to meet a woman who loved God and put him first while Will smoked and drank heavily and used other drugs. Will had also told me that he needed a woman who was very open sexually and met his needs when it came to sex. Such as swinging, ménage a trios’, and the big one that had taken me for a real loop was he wanted a woman to put a strap on and give him anal sex and he said he was not gay! I seriously questioned this matter, why would a straight man let a woman pretend to be a man and have “fake” anal sex with him? Had he had it with a man before? Or had he had a woman perform this to him many times before? I was confused as he was and I didn’t ask! It seemed that Will had wanted a lot of sexual favors and also wanted to experience a lot of things but was not heavy into a lot of things. Very oxymoron if I say so myself! Now before I say this, I do NOT want any emails whatsoever sent to me. But there have been some men that have told me a lot of strange things go on behind close doors with frat brothers. That is not to say that all men who join fraternities are gay, bi-sexual or down-low! But some stories I have heard in regards to this alerted me to men who join fraternities and some of the things they do to get in them and be apart of them. I mean we can say that when men/women go to college they experience a lot of things (sexually) that they didn’t do or knew about until they went away to school. And the funny thing about all of this was his frat brother whom he was very close to and would do ANYTHING for and came over to his house on a regular. It wasn’t to me anything that got me, they shared women, money, sex and whatever else and his best frat brother was married!

Will got stranger and stranger by the moment. It was his constant belittling of me that made me cut him off. He felt his talent was way above mine and what I did meant literally nothing! I of course didn’t want any sexual relationship with Will once I found out all his dirty secrets, for me he was a confused dysfunctional little boy! And that was my opinion but I never told him you are sick and need help! That was not my place. I mean that he was confused about his life and expected a whole lot from others and he couldn’t give that same respect at times he was too raw with his candor. It also offended many colleagues of mine when he asked them “weird” things. I could no longer take up for Will.

When I had found someone to date, it was then that Will had started coming back by. Or shall I say wanted to come by my home and it was then his jealousy and insecurity came out to play. I hadn’t talked to Will in a year and once we caught up with each other. His deep seeded fantasies and sexual prowess have increased and now he is “mad” that he can no longer find a woman to satisfy his needs.

I am sure there will be a lot of people that will agree with me that when you work in a very large office, (sometimes it really doesn’t matter) that there is a lot of flirting, sexing and many marital affairs! I have seen this in many offices but never to the echelon I had experienced in the A. As I said earlier in previous episodes of ATL office romance, cheating and drama were in full effect and the women were hard up to have a man it didn’t matter if he was married or had a live-in girlfriend or in a relationship of some sort nothing was off limits!

A married man by the name of Chad wore his wedding ring with pride and any company event he brought his wife. Chad flirted with any and every young woman to older women. As long as you were a woman! Chad had affairs with many of the women in the office. And at first when I met Chad I thought he was a very attractive man! He was training the new recruits at first until he moved over into another department. I took Chad for a very low-key guy not out and about roaming as he was. Chad was a comedian and this “9-5” was just his means to an end until he “made it big” I saw as Chad caused drama on the low and almost got caught and about to lose his job because he was doing things with fellow employees he should not be. Smoking weed, drinking, hanging out, clubbing. See once he had made it to supervisor it was told that you could no longer fraternize with the employees. This was in their handbook! After being at the job for two years I succumbed to the madness. Matter of fact Chad came to the parties I threw!!!! And had sex with one of the employees that was there!!!! Wedding ring on and all and asked me would I join the both of them!! I asked Chad why he cheated on his wife; he said “I don’t think of it as cheating. I am faithful to her” Huh? (Scratching side of my head)

There were people that had sex in their cars in front/directly in front of the office management’s window and some of the supervisors were engaging in this same way on lunch breaks in the parking lot in front of security cameras!! And I know this because they got caught and fired!!! Were people that hot? That horny where they had to have sex in the parking lot of their job not even twenty feet from the front door? Whoo! Overwhelming!!

I had met two cops in ATL and one of them I got very close with. I will refer to one as Officer B. Dix. Officer Dix was a man that was so deep and caught in the sexual world that I personally thought he may have lost sight of being a cop. I know that may not make sense but you could call him on his cell at either two jobs he had and he was ready for “pillow talk”

I had met Officer Dix at an adult party. He had brought his “new girlfriend” to the party. His girlfriend was friendly and very nice, I could also tell that she was a woman that was very very blunt and she I soon found out later was very insecure. Here was a lady in my opinion that didn’t have anything to worry about as far as looks wise and body wise. If I had her height and looks I would be galloping down a runway! “Tracy” told to me by Office Dix was that he had a lifestyle in which he was not walking away from and if she wanted to be with him she had to flow with it. Now let me first give you some background on Tracy. She had been sexually, mentally, emotionally and physically abused from her parents to her husbands and family members. These were some of the people that took advantage of her love, body, kindness and when I simply just say she had problems, No she really had problems. And she also had serious health problems!!!

Officer Dix told me that he had taken her to a couple of places, (as I told you before there were a lot of legal clubs that hosted swinger parties just as if you were going to a regular dance club) that he was having “patience” with her and that she was working on it. Now when you are sexually abused, emotionally and mentally abused a huge portion of those people have that “learned behavior syndrome” is what I call it. If you have witnessed your parents fighting a lot of times you will find yourself in the same dysfunctional relationship. Being hit, yelling, fighting; this is normal. Also for some who have been sexually abused run to sex full throttle and have a very promiscuous sex life. And so was the case with Tracy.

Tracy I could tell wanted to and didn’t want to do this at the same time. Her experience this night was having sex with another woman, well not fully. Her boyfriend and “Chuck” Can you imagine three people coming at you all at the same time? Interesting I know there have been super orgy scenes in porn but her breakout role was overwhelming! And as I was told much later on Tracy did not enjoy or was attracted to women.

Tracy a lot of times was very pensive when it came to watching Officer Dix have sex with someone else, and she enjoyed going to the parties (the ones I gave) but not the ones that were dark, gloomy and you were being stalked. At that time it was my hustle and I gave kid-adult parties with themes, games, light and laughter! You had a choice, and there was security at my gatherings when I really got started.

It was time going forth that Officer Dix seemed to push and push Tracy into more and more illicit behavior. I had a rapport with each of them (friendship only) more so with Officer Dix who at one point said he “loved” her and wanted to marry her making this his third marriage as well as hers. But the “swinging” was his carte blanche to being with other women. But he would not “cheat” on her with another woman unless she knew about it. You cannot have a relationship (my opinion) in the swinger-ism if you have an insecure girlfriend/boyfriend.

Officer Dix pursued me while I turned away and told him you love her. He wanted to be with me lots of times. I could not get involved with that mellow drama at all! Officer Dix had no idea of what he was “creating” He felt that all of this was for his needs and his needs only. As time went by more and more he wanted to attend these sex parties and more and more it was mentally and emotionally hurting Tracy. All the while he pushed the more Tracy was happy to have a man in her life that she felt “loved” her sincerely. But this was not so, he then later told her they needed, again “they” needed a girlfriend. And so it was they were now on the hunt. They found one and her real sexual experience with two women and her boyfriend at the same time she enjoyed and was now getting very close to the new “girlfriend” because they had a lot in common!

It was now that Tracy had begun to go to parties by herself without Officer Dix, and she went to these parties with the girlfriend when she came in town or hooked up with others she had met along the way. Tracy was hooked, and Officer Dix had now gotten tired of the scene he had been in for three years! You see Officer Dix was sick with cancer and did not know it as of yet so he was always tired.

As Tracy was sick with Lupus and could no longer work Officer Dix was taking care of her and had grew tired and they never got married, he wanted her to move out of his home they had together. It took her three months to move out and as soon as she did, she now was a “lesbian” and had a girlfriend and back to work. I told Officer Dix this was all his doing, his fault as he relayed the information to me about her.

Well my time is up again!!! I must go, but I will of course catch you on the 12th episode of Erotic Cities!!

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